Saturday, February 2, 2008

When do we reach that point that we realize our state of mind has nothing, or very little, to do with the events of our day or overall condition of our lives, but something deeper, darker, and beyond our control?

I am never awake at this time of night anymore, and it saddens me. But then, what doesn't these days? I feel most creative now. This is self-destructive. I will self-destruct. I would.

I won't.

1 comment:

  1. I love the night hours when you are awake and it feels like no one in the world is awake with you and you can sit alone, like really alone, and take some time to collect your thoughts and find your center.

    Unfortunately, its hard to take advantage of these hours when it means severe lack of sleep!

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